He swings blithely.
Vitality, sunlight, and the curved
black vinyl warm
his cheeks, anointing
his flesh with the beaded blush
of youthful wonder. He is lifted
to the sky, suspended
for an immaculate moment
in a pocket of atmosphere and giggles
before gravity
pulls him back towards earth.
He soars over the world
and sees it with wide eyes.
The wind blows
his white-blonde hair heavenward,
tufting it about his head
like a halo of dandelion seeds,
engulfing him in a downy
cloud of hopes, wishes,
promises. He pulls
me with him,
his momentum infectious.
His knuckles are white
and tight as clenched teeth,
grasped around braided metal.
Soft palms stifle
the groans of rusted iron, fingers
pressed into the concavity of steel
loops. Overhead,
birds chirp, echoing
sounds of unadulterated freedom.
And with each oscillation,
the distance between our hearts
opens and closes,
opens and closes,
opens and closes.
He is a pendulum—
a poignant reminder
of life’s brevity.
And is it the wind, or time, or
my hand
that drives him forward,
into the intangible?
And when the motion
finally slows—just enough
for him to recollect my presence,
and reach out to me—
is it only my imagination,
or is the boy I lift
in my arms clinging
to me a little less tightly
than the one I put in
moments ago?
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