My monster, you see, is the lingering doubt that if I had made a single decision differently at four in the morning on a Monday almost six years ago, my daughter Hudson might still be alive today.
The Healing Stone
I didn’t want to love him. Five months into my pregnancy, I stared at the shadowy image that appeared on the ultrasound screen—a tiny baby boy who my obstetrician predicted would …
With a Heart Wide Open
What I understand now is that accepting how little control I have means leaving my heart wide open at all times.
An Extreme Kind of Mom Guilt
In my worst moments as a mother, the moments where I am cursing my family or getting angry about how much I have to do, I often experience this extreme moment of panic.
Take a number, I just got to town.
I did get the chance to say goodbye to my mom and spend time with her.
May Is Skin Cancer Detection & Prevention Month—Please Wear Sunscreen
My father died—from a cancer that could have been prevented. In fact, the majority of skin cancer is preventable.
How I Dealt With My Teenage Daughter’s Depression After My Husband Died
When something feels wrong, it usually is.
My Body, My Baby, My Abortion
The condemnation of abortion under any circumstance, which has once again played such an influential part in the outcome of our recent presidential election, pushes grief and depression into dangerous black spots.
It’s Okay To Live
But it’s okay to live when our children do not. It’s okay for us to find purpose and happiness again.
How Do You Explain The Death Of A Pet?
“He is on a planet just for dogs, called Dog Planet,” my husband and I both say.










